1 00:00:08,914 --> 00:00:11,525 I can't believe they're still sleeping. 2 00:00:12,275 --> 00:00:14,324 I know. 3 00:00:14,659 --> 00:00:17,421 I think they actually sleep better with company. 4 00:00:18,296 --> 00:00:20,625 - ♪ In the morning when I wake ♪ - Me too. 5 00:00:23,190 --> 00:00:26,515 ♪ And the sun is coming through ♪ 6 00:00:28,221 --> 00:00:32,414 ♪ Oh, you fill my lungs with sweetness ♪ 7 00:00:32,806 --> 00:00:37,901 ♪ And fill my head with you 8 00:00:37,986 --> 00:00:42,384 ♪ Shall I write it in a letter? ♪ 9 00:00:42,767 --> 00:00:47,431 - ♪ Shall I try to get it down? ♪ - This okay? 10 00:00:47,647 --> 00:00:49,759 Mm-hmm. You? 11 00:00:50,065 --> 00:00:51,868 Yeah. 12 00:00:53,306 --> 00:00:56,269 ♪ Of a song I can't get out ♪ 13 00:00:57,702 --> 00:01:01,267 ♪ Can I get close to you? ♪ 14 00:01:01,470 --> 00:01:03,841 ♪ Ooh ♪ 15 00:01:03,925 --> 00:01:06,728 ♪ Ooh ♪ 16 00:01:06,835 --> 00:01:09,493 Wait, wait... I haven't done... 17 00:01:11,308 --> 00:01:15,374 - Not since... - Me either. 18 00:01:15,970 --> 00:01:17,369 Really? 19 00:01:17,461 --> 00:01:19,552 Really? 20 00:01:21,836 --> 00:01:23,735 Wait, wait, wait. Do I take this off? 21 00:01:23,820 --> 00:01:25,906 ♪ Where the fields are painted gold ♪ 22 00:01:26,044 --> 00:01:28,282 No, you don't have to. 23 00:01:29,407 --> 00:01:31,759 I don't think I'm ready. 24 00:01:32,778 --> 00:01:34,540 You don't have to be. 25 00:01:37,384 --> 00:01:38,501 I'm not. 26 00:01:38,586 --> 00:01:41,298 ♪ When the evening pulls the sun down ♪ 27 00:01:41,510 --> 00:01:43,080 Do you still... 28 00:01:43,313 --> 00:01:44,900 Yes. 29 00:01:45,263 --> 00:01:48,574 ♪ Ooh ♪ 30 00:01:48,673 --> 00:01:51,151 ♪ Can I be close to you? ♪ 31 00:01:51,324 --> 00:01:53,891 ♪ Ooh ♪ *NEW AMSTERDAM * 32 00:01:53,975 --> 00:01:56,527 ♪ Ooh ♪ 00:01:59,676 Oh, you must want to kill her. 34 00:01:59,761 --> 00:02:02,115 I knew Castro was up to something, 35 00:02:02,200 --> 00:02:04,466 but making her patients tumors look worse 36 00:02:04,551 --> 00:02:06,262 than they actually are so that when they get better 37 00:02:06,346 --> 00:02:07,786 it makes her trial look more effective? 38 00:02:07,870 --> 00:02:09,066 So her trial's a sham. 39 00:02:09,151 --> 00:02:10,287 I don't know the extent of it. 40 00:02:10,371 --> 00:02:12,379 I only know that she's falsifying her data. 41 00:02:12,521 --> 00:02:15,136 - You have to take this to Max. - I can't. 42 00:02:15,282 --> 00:02:18,723 Max made it policy to go public with our mistakes. 43 00:02:18,870 --> 00:02:19,925 To own them. 44 00:02:20,010 --> 00:02:22,842 If this gets out, New Amsterdam will lose our NIH funding, 45 00:02:22,927 --> 00:02:24,529 and that is millions of dollars. 46 00:02:24,614 --> 00:02:25,746 What about Brantley? 47 00:02:25,831 --> 00:02:27,184 She'd just sweep it under the rug 48 00:02:27,269 --> 00:02:28,273 to avoid a PR nightmare. 49 00:02:28,430 --> 00:02:30,870 Well, then what are you gonna do? 50 00:02:31,056 --> 00:02:32,894 Blow up her trial. 51 00:02:34,018 --> 00:02:36,754 I'd read about pituitary veinous sampling. 52 00:02:36,839 --> 00:02:38,539 I've never actually seen it done. 53 00:02:38,744 --> 00:02:40,619 Many less experienced neurologists 54 00:02:40,704 --> 00:02:44,319 fear this procedure because it requires a precise localization 55 00:02:44,404 --> 00:02:47,527 and sturdy hands, which in my case is not... 56 00:02:51,055 --> 00:02:52,496 Give me a moment, please. 57 00:02:54,819 --> 00:02:58,511 Ella, I don't think you should touch that. 58 00:02:58,596 --> 00:03:01,297 Oh, that is a she, and her name is Calliope. 59 00:03:01,395 --> 00:03:02,747 We'll call her Callie for short. 60 00:03:02,832 --> 00:03:04,730 I didn't think I'd ever be ready for another pet 61 00:03:04,829 --> 00:03:06,535 - after Gertie died. - Pet? 62 00:03:06,638 --> 00:03:09,513 - To live with us? - Yeah. 63 00:03:09,598 --> 00:03:11,996 Well, Dr. Frome thought it might be a good idea 64 00:03:12,131 --> 00:03:15,137 if I had an emotional support animal to help manage my OCD. 65 00:03:15,222 --> 00:03:17,184 And she's pretty much the cutest, isn't she? 66 00:03:17,269 --> 00:03:19,709 Yes, she's cute. Very cute. 67 00:03:22,280 --> 00:03:23,414 I should be going. 68 00:03:23,499 --> 00:03:25,330 Oh, okay. Well, we'll see you at home. 69 00:03:27,429 --> 00:03:29,074 Hmm. 70 00:03:29,959 --> 00:03:32,125 - Cancel the veinous sampling. - Wait-what? 71 00:03:32,210 --> 00:03:33,599 Will you do that, Agnes, please? 72 00:03:33,684 --> 00:03:34,731 I can't. 73 00:03:34,815 --> 00:03:36,385 Mr. Bagey's is already being prepped! 74 00:03:41,362 --> 00:03:43,410 Okay, you are more than welcome 75 00:03:43,495 --> 00:03:45,280 to sit down if you want. 76 00:03:47,763 --> 00:03:49,330 Anywhere you like. 77 00:03:53,358 --> 00:03:54,519 So, you are aware 78 00:03:54,604 --> 00:03:57,045 of why your parents sent you here to see me, right? 79 00:03:57,353 --> 00:03:59,619 Uh, it's for refusing to go to school. 80 00:03:59,797 --> 00:04:02,803 And, uh, your parents say you came back about two weeks ago 81 00:04:02,887 --> 00:04:04,413 a different kid. 82 00:04:04,497 --> 00:04:06,807 Won't come out of your room, easily upset. 83 00:04:06,891 --> 00:04:08,635 I can't be in my room? 84 00:04:08,719 --> 00:04:11,377 Well, not if it means skipping school, no. 85 00:04:16,499 --> 00:04:19,023 Danica, why do you keep looking at the door? 86 00:04:24,561 --> 00:04:26,558 Do you... do you feel unsafe right now? 87 00:04:29,401 --> 00:04:31,464 Do you feel that way a lot? 88 00:04:33,004 --> 00:04:34,922 Did something happen at school? 89 00:04:39,929 --> 00:04:42,280 Danica, why are you afraid to go to school? 90 00:04:45,799 --> 00:04:47,151 Because I can't stop seeing Megan 91 00:04:47,235 --> 00:04:49,632 lying on the floor with a hole in her head. 92 00:04:50,098 --> 00:04:52,448 That's why. 93 00:04:55,156 --> 00:04:57,300 I think you guys seriously buried the lede. 94 00:04:57,385 --> 00:04:58,476 How could you not tell me 95 00:04:58,561 --> 00:04:59,913 Danica was in a school shooting? 96 00:05:00,629 --> 00:05:02,559 - What... what school shooting? - I think we'd know 97 00:05:02,643 --> 00:05:04,563 if there was a shooting at our daughter's school. 98 00:05:04,707 --> 00:05:06,170 There wasn't. 99 00:05:12,303 --> 00:05:15,874 - How was dinner with mom? - Oh, it was great. 100 00:05:15,982 --> 00:05:17,726 After 20 years, I finally told her 101 00:05:17,811 --> 00:05:19,016 what a nightmare it was 102 00:05:19,109 --> 00:05:21,285 being raised by such a raging alcoholic. 103 00:05:21,370 --> 00:05:24,158 But instead of apologizing and accepting responsibility, 104 00:05:24,325 --> 00:05:26,287 she said she didn't remember it. 105 00:05:26,793 --> 00:05:29,340 Wow. She tried to gaslight you? 106 00:05:29,425 --> 00:05:30,499 That's messed up. 107 00:05:30,583 --> 00:05:33,754 Guess I'll add that to her list of irredeemable qualities. 108 00:05:33,839 --> 00:05:35,971 - Dr. Lauren Bloom? - Yes? 109 00:05:36,958 --> 00:05:38,464 You've been served. 110 00:05:39,468 --> 00:05:41,691 Why did you tell your mother that our wedding 111 00:05:41,776 --> 00:05:43,206 might not be in San Francisco 112 00:05:43,291 --> 00:05:44,948 when you know it definitely will be? 113 00:05:45,032 --> 00:05:46,644 It's called "stepping out the truth." 114 00:05:46,729 --> 00:05:48,777 - Mmm, it's called "lying." - I just heard. 115 00:05:48,862 --> 00:05:52,913 And my one question is: how big a going away party do you want? 116 00:05:52,998 --> 00:05:54,426 Oh, no, no, no, no. 117 00:05:54,510 --> 00:05:55,819 No thank you. 118 00:05:55,904 --> 00:05:57,561 Um, I'm trying to keep this all low key. 119 00:05:57,646 --> 00:05:59,390 - Not gonna happen. - Of course. 120 00:05:59,475 --> 00:06:00,957 You were saying? 121 00:06:01,042 --> 00:06:03,949 Well, look, my sisters and I learned early that with Mama, 122 00:06:04,087 --> 00:06:05,874 you gotta roll the truth out gradually 123 00:06:05,966 --> 00:06:07,527 - so she has time to acclimate. - Mmm. 124 00:06:07,612 --> 00:06:08,659 Dr. Reynolds? 125 00:06:08,941 --> 00:06:11,017 Oh, no going away cards, please. 126 00:06:11,102 --> 00:06:12,371 You've been served. 127 00:06:14,182 --> 00:06:17,109 You have an administrative meeting at 2:00. 128 00:06:17,194 --> 00:06:20,026 - Great. - And dermatology wants to know 129 00:06:20,111 --> 00:06:22,986 if you could touch base about new exam lights. 130 00:06:23,070 --> 00:06:24,785 Sounds like a plan. 131 00:06:24,921 --> 00:06:27,187 Have you been replaced by a pod person? 132 00:06:27,272 --> 00:06:28,324 I don't think so. 133 00:06:28,409 --> 00:06:31,153 You hate meetings, and these are the worst. 134 00:06:31,238 --> 00:06:33,004 Well, I'm just in a very good mood, 135 00:06:33,089 --> 00:06:35,886 and nothing gonna change that. 136 00:06:36,265 --> 00:06:39,663 - Hospital's being sued. - Okay, that didn't last long. 137 00:06:39,888 --> 00:06:42,459 High profile case... we're talking community backlash, 138 00:06:42,544 --> 00:06:45,138 media circus, and a ridiculous amount of money on the table. 139 00:06:45,223 --> 00:06:47,300 HCC and the mayor's office have already called 140 00:06:47,385 --> 00:06:48,564 to make sure we don't screw it up. 141 00:06:48,648 --> 00:06:50,214 - Who is it? - George Whitney's family's 142 00:06:50,299 --> 00:06:53,044 accusing us of malpractice and wrongful death. 143 00:06:53,187 --> 00:06:54,975 Every doctor involved in his care 144 00:06:55,059 --> 00:06:56,511 is being sued, including... 145 00:06:56,596 --> 00:06:58,019 - Dr. Max Goodwin? - Yes? 146 00:06:58,104 --> 00:06:59,500 You've been served. 147 00:07:08,643 --> 00:07:11,706 Okay, why are you stressed? You're out of here, aren't you? 148 00:07:11,791 --> 00:07:12,828 Really? 149 00:07:12,929 --> 00:07:15,332 A patient died, and we're being blamed for it. 150 00:07:15,574 --> 00:07:17,563 We didn't do anything wrong. 151 00:07:17,647 --> 00:07:19,520 So all we can do now is tell the truth, 152 00:07:19,605 --> 00:07:20,435 and we're gonna be fine. 153 00:07:20,519 --> 00:07:22,306 Deposition prep isn't about the truth. 154 00:07:22,390 --> 00:07:24,483 It's about finding weak spots in our stories. 155 00:07:24,567 --> 00:07:25,551 So we see how strong 156 00:07:25,635 --> 00:07:27,644 the opposition's case is against us. 157 00:07:27,851 --> 00:07:31,238 - Thank you, Dr. Optimism. - He's right. 158 00:07:33,502 --> 00:07:35,683 Hospitals go down because of cases like this. 159 00:07:40,365 --> 00:07:42,109 Lauren? I'm ready for you. 160 00:07:53,247 --> 00:07:54,980 To gain access to the tumor, 161 00:07:55,065 --> 00:07:58,433 we first locate the internal jugular vein. 162 00:07:58,518 --> 00:08:01,402 BP normative, respiration spontaneous. 163 00:08:03,257 --> 00:08:05,259 I'm not getting flash-back. 164 00:08:06,151 --> 00:08:07,417 Abscess in the airway. 165 00:08:07,572 --> 00:08:09,183 The needle broke. 166 00:08:10,838 --> 00:08:13,182 How did it break? Needles don't just break. 167 00:08:13,267 --> 00:08:14,589 Well, this one just did. 168 00:08:15,032 --> 00:08:16,515 There's ectopy on the monitor. 169 00:08:16,662 --> 00:08:18,580 The needle may be lodged in his right ventricle. 170 00:08:18,664 --> 00:08:20,664 If we don't get it out, he will get a heart attack. 171 00:08:20,761 --> 00:08:22,707 Page cardiothoracic. 172 00:08:22,990 --> 00:08:25,653 - You get him to an O.R. - Where are you going? 173 00:08:25,745 --> 00:08:27,471 Dr. Kapoor, what's happening? 174 00:08:27,576 --> 00:08:29,319 This is all happening because of that cat. 175 00:08:29,544 --> 00:08:32,261 What? 176 00:08:33,113 --> 00:08:34,832 Nurse supervisor to main floor. 177 00:08:34,924 --> 00:08:37,214 Nurse supervisor to main floor. 178 00:08:38,075 --> 00:08:39,424 B. 179 00:08:41,902 --> 00:08:43,649 Ready to go. 180 00:08:43,816 --> 00:08:45,691 I'll check back in a couple minutes. 181 00:08:50,949 --> 00:08:52,701 May. Morning. 182 00:08:52,808 --> 00:08:55,043 Uh, would you be able to get 183 00:08:55,136 --> 00:08:57,154 a couple of extra blankets for the chairs in there, please? 184 00:08:57,238 --> 00:08:58,761 - It's freezing. - Sure. 185 00:08:58,862 --> 00:09:00,527 Thank you. 186 00:09:30,062 --> 00:09:32,807 - Here you go, Dr. Sharpe. - Thank you so much. 187 00:09:32,892 --> 00:09:34,656 Uh, everyone will appreciate this. 188 00:09:37,308 --> 00:09:39,705 We were in Mr. Marks' history class 189 00:09:40,102 --> 00:09:41,845 when there was this bang. 190 00:09:42,487 --> 00:09:45,946 Mr. Marks started screaming. Telling us to get down. 191 00:09:49,946 --> 00:09:51,412 I looked out into the hall 192 00:09:51,496 --> 00:09:55,282 and there was this man there with a gun. 193 00:09:56,806 --> 00:09:59,638 He was shooting into the class across from us 194 00:09:59,754 --> 00:10:02,113 over and over again. 195 00:10:04,683 --> 00:10:07,338 Then I saw Megan coming back from the bathroom. 196 00:10:08,265 --> 00:10:11,613 And my brain was like, "Go help her!" 197 00:10:13,257 --> 00:10:14,793 But I couldn't move. 198 00:10:17,696 --> 00:10:19,262 And then he shot her. 199 00:10:22,370 --> 00:10:25,075 Mr. Marks was shoving a table against the door. 200 00:10:25,160 --> 00:10:27,532 Everyone was crying. 201 00:10:30,274 --> 00:10:34,375 And I was just standing there, staring at Megan on the ground. 202 00:10:42,086 --> 00:10:44,657 Then the bell rang, 203 00:10:45,245 --> 00:10:47,680 and the man stopped shooting, 204 00:10:48,003 --> 00:10:49,744 and Megan got up. 205 00:10:51,861 --> 00:10:54,127 And they told us it was just a drill. 206 00:10:54,648 --> 00:10:56,644 A stupid drill. 207 00:10:58,196 --> 00:10:59,738 Megan was part of it? 208 00:11:01,477 --> 00:11:04,396 So was the man firing blanks. 209 00:11:04,482 --> 00:11:07,659 But it all felt real. 210 00:11:08,622 --> 00:11:10,540 Her school didn't tell us that there would be 211 00:11:11,254 --> 00:11:13,752 anything like this. 212 00:11:15,580 --> 00:11:18,583 No one knew. Not even the teachers. 213 00:11:20,324 --> 00:11:23,718 I know it wasn't real. I... 214 00:11:26,809 --> 00:11:30,250 But I feel scared all the time. 215 00:11:30,334 --> 00:11:33,293 I can't go back there. 216 00:11:39,369 --> 00:11:41,395 Four weeks ago, a patient named George Whitney 217 00:11:41,480 --> 00:11:44,486 entered the ED. Do you remember this patient? 218 00:11:44,739 --> 00:11:46,895 Of course I remember him. He was, uh... 219 00:11:46,980 --> 00:11:49,181 Lauren, don't give more information than was asked. 220 00:11:49,441 --> 00:11:50,792 Right. 221 00:11:50,876 --> 00:11:52,489 Okay. 222 00:11:52,988 --> 00:11:54,404 Do you remember George Whitney? 223 00:11:54,488 --> 00:11:55,710 Yes. 224 00:11:55,871 --> 00:11:57,494 Can you describe Mr. Whitney's condition 225 00:11:57,578 --> 00:11:58,772 when he entered your care? 226 00:12:01,694 --> 00:12:03,413 George Whitney, 30-year-old man, 227 00:12:03,497 --> 00:12:04,663 collapsed at a street fair 228 00:12:04,748 --> 00:12:06,895 with blurred vision, shortness of breath, and hemiparesis. 229 00:12:06,979 --> 00:12:09,100 Tachy, hypotensive, and tachypneic in the field. 230 00:12:09,202 --> 00:12:10,769 Any allergies, Mr. Whitney? 231 00:12:10,853 --> 00:12:12,509 - You taking any medications? - No. 232 00:12:12,593 --> 00:12:13,859 Okay, let's get him to trauma one, 233 00:12:13,943 --> 00:12:15,556 and hook him up to a monitor on O-2. 234 00:12:15,640 --> 00:12:16,670 What do we got here? 235 00:12:16,755 --> 00:12:18,133 How many patients were admitted that day 236 00:12:18,217 --> 00:12:19,516 to the best of your recollection? 237 00:12:19,600 --> 00:12:20,604 Eight patients, 238 00:12:20,688 --> 00:12:22,389 all presenting with the same symptoms. 239 00:12:22,473 --> 00:12:24,584 And what did the police say happened to these people? 240 00:12:24,669 --> 00:12:26,116 Some sort of smoke device went off 241 00:12:26,201 --> 00:12:27,297 at a Middle Eastern Street Fair. 242 00:12:27,381 --> 00:12:28,830 They were exposed to more than just smoke. 243 00:12:28,914 --> 00:12:31,007 People complain of a weird smell at the scene. 244 00:12:31,092 --> 00:12:33,617 Double vision, descending paralysis, diaphoresis. 245 00:12:33,701 --> 00:12:35,896 - Botulism toxin. - This was a terror attack? 246 00:12:36,052 --> 00:12:37,883 Casey, dilute one vile of anti-toxin 247 00:12:37,967 --> 00:12:40,537 in 100 cc's normal saline and infuse as slow IV drip 248 00:12:40,621 --> 00:12:41,974 with close hemodynamic monitoring. 249 00:12:42,058 --> 00:12:43,279 Copy that. 250 00:12:43,363 --> 00:12:45,716 But that's not what the patient received. 251 00:12:45,800 --> 00:12:46,979 Well, that's what I told Casey to give them. 252 00:12:47,063 --> 00:12:48,951 Casey wasn't working that day. 253 00:12:49,500 --> 00:12:50,927 Of course he was. 254 00:12:52,590 --> 00:12:54,940 Nurse's schedule. Casey's not on it. 255 00:12:57,334 --> 00:12:58,683 But I thought... 256 00:13:02,107 --> 00:13:03,503 I don't... 257 00:13:03,588 --> 00:13:06,504 Would you care to revise your statement, Dr. Bloom? 258 00:13:09,650 --> 00:13:11,612 All right, you're up. 259 00:13:11,696 --> 00:13:13,875 All right, let's see what we got. 260 00:13:13,959 --> 00:13:16,483 Hey, doc. 261 00:13:36,218 --> 00:13:39,724 Tell me I'm crazy. Did you sabotage my trial? 262 00:13:40,594 --> 00:13:42,476 You didn't give me a choice. 263 00:13:48,992 --> 00:13:50,562 What the hell were you thinking? 264 00:13:50,646 --> 00:13:52,219 Switching my patient's meds? 265 00:13:52,304 --> 00:13:53,908 Everyone got their chemo. Everyone's safe. 266 00:13:53,992 --> 00:13:55,845 - That's all that matters. - Oh, that's all that matters? 267 00:13:55,929 --> 00:13:57,852 There's no control group anymore. 268 00:13:57,937 --> 00:13:59,937 Everyone's been dosed with the trial additive. 269 00:14:00,202 --> 00:14:02,356 I guess you'll just have to start your trial over again. 270 00:14:03,876 --> 00:14:07,820 Are you really that jealous that you have to kill it? 271 00:14:08,257 --> 00:14:11,563 I know what you did with your patients' baselines. 272 00:14:15,867 --> 00:14:18,258 I only did that because the preliminary data 273 00:14:18,343 --> 00:14:21,328 showed the drug was not working well enough on this protocol. 274 00:14:21,413 --> 00:14:22,391 Then you report that. 275 00:14:22,476 --> 00:14:24,103 If the drug doesn't work, it doesn't work. 276 00:14:24,187 --> 00:14:25,977 It will work, when I have more time 277 00:14:26,062 --> 00:14:27,329 to get the parameters of the trial right, 278 00:14:27,413 --> 00:14:29,151 and I will once it gets to phase three. 279 00:14:29,236 --> 00:14:30,344 You have to shut this down now. 280 00:14:30,428 --> 00:14:32,111 The entire trial has been compromised. 281 00:14:32,196 --> 00:14:34,157 The trial, yes, but not the drug. 282 00:14:34,445 --> 00:14:36,856 I am bringing it to phase three. 283 00:14:37,913 --> 00:14:39,902 Then I am taking this to Max. 284 00:14:42,815 --> 00:14:43,993 If you were willing to do that, 285 00:14:44,077 --> 00:14:45,691 you would have done so already. 286 00:14:52,138 --> 00:14:54,140 That's what I thought. 287 00:15:00,351 --> 00:15:02,836 These are the best active shooter drills available. 288 00:15:02,921 --> 00:15:04,625 These drills could save our students' lives. 289 00:15:04,709 --> 00:15:05,984 Okay, if I showed you an MRI 290 00:15:06,069 --> 00:15:07,508 from a kid that was in your drill, 291 00:15:07,593 --> 00:15:09,337 or an MRI from a kid that was in an actual shooting, 292 00:15:09,421 --> 00:15:10,411 do you know what you'd see? 293 00:15:10,495 --> 00:15:12,718 - They would be similar? - They would be identical. 294 00:15:12,802 --> 00:15:14,265 Right down to the long-term problems, 295 00:15:14,350 --> 00:15:16,938 from the fear, the depression, the anger, the anxiety. 296 00:15:17,023 --> 00:15:18,767 The full PTSD buffet. 297 00:15:18,851 --> 00:15:20,551 Trauma doesn't happen because you're in danger, 298 00:15:20,635 --> 00:15:23,642 - it's because you think you are. - So what would you have me do? 299 00:15:23,726 --> 00:15:25,731 Pretend school shootings don't exist? 300 00:15:25,815 --> 00:15:26,732 No. 301 00:15:26,816 --> 00:15:27,679 - Ignore the law? - No. 302 00:15:27,764 --> 00:15:29,275 God forbid a real shooting happens here. 303 00:15:29,359 --> 00:15:31,998 I'll be damned if my kids aren't prepared. 304 00:15:32,082 --> 00:15:34,043 Okay, look, I recognize that you are in 305 00:15:34,127 --> 00:15:37,407 an impossible situation here, but there are alternatives. 306 00:15:37,492 --> 00:15:38,743 There are desktop training programs. 307 00:15:38,827 --> 00:15:41,227 One where the kids don't have to act out traumatizing events. 308 00:15:41,352 --> 00:15:43,096 Because all that does is make them believe 309 00:15:43,180 --> 00:15:44,924 that they've already been through one, like Danica. 310 00:15:45,008 --> 00:15:46,360 Well, I'm sorry about Danica, 311 00:15:46,444 --> 00:15:49,711 but I haven't heard any other complaints. 312 00:15:49,795 --> 00:15:51,017 Well, how many students have checked in 313 00:15:51,101 --> 00:15:52,888 with the school's counselors? 314 00:15:52,972 --> 00:15:55,801 With all the budget cuts, we don't have any. 315 00:15:57,484 --> 00:15:59,709 Well, you do now. 316 00:16:01,337 --> 00:16:03,072 I'm not seeing patients today. 317 00:16:03,156 --> 00:16:05,074 Um, I just... 318 00:16:05,158 --> 00:16:09,252 Okay, how much can substance abuse affect someone's memory? 319 00:16:09,336 --> 00:16:13,256 Depends on substance and the degree to which it was abused. 320 00:16:13,408 --> 00:16:17,692 Genetics can also be a factor. Why are you asking? 321 00:16:18,476 --> 00:16:23,702 Um, I abused Adderall for a while. 322 00:16:23,931 --> 00:16:25,268 Now I'm forgetting things. 323 00:16:25,469 --> 00:16:27,080 What kind of things? 324 00:16:27,885 --> 00:16:29,150 Details about a day 325 00:16:29,235 --> 00:16:31,327 that I should've remembered everything about. 326 00:16:31,489 --> 00:16:33,102 And my alcoholic mother says 327 00:16:33,186 --> 00:16:35,801 she can't remember the last 15 years, so, 328 00:16:35,885 --> 00:16:38,799 I don't know, given my stellar gene pool and my own issues, 329 00:16:38,884 --> 00:16:41,166 - maybe I'm just... - Lauren, there's a significant difference 330 00:16:41,250 --> 00:16:42,926 between the type of memory loss 331 00:16:43,011 --> 00:16:45,886 associated with a lifetime of substance abuse 332 00:16:46,025 --> 00:16:47,940 and your situation. 333 00:16:49,230 --> 00:16:50,931 Are you sure? 334 00:16:52,031 --> 00:16:55,017 I see you every day. I work with you every day. 335 00:16:55,601 --> 00:16:57,864 There is nothing that concerns me. 336 00:16:58,728 --> 00:17:00,602 Okay. 337 00:17:00,931 --> 00:17:03,089 Your mother's condition, on the other hand, 338 00:17:04,016 --> 00:17:06,102 is much more serious. 339 00:17:07,090 --> 00:17:10,861 And very real. She may never remember. 340 00:17:16,681 --> 00:17:19,322 Dr. Goodwin, isn't it unusual for you to dedicate 341 00:17:19,406 --> 00:17:22,325 your entire day to the ED given the scope of your duties? 342 00:17:22,409 --> 00:17:25,894 Uh, yes, but because this was such a high profile case, 343 00:17:25,978 --> 00:17:28,767 the mayor asked me to monitor the victims personally. 344 00:17:28,910 --> 00:17:31,908 So you were there in your capacity as medical director? 345 00:17:32,204 --> 00:17:33,706 That's right. 346 00:17:33,791 --> 00:17:36,432 Double vision, descending paralysis, diaphoresis. 347 00:17:36,517 --> 00:17:37,992 Botulism toxin. 348 00:17:38,077 --> 00:17:40,387 - This was a terror attack? - Brunstetter. 349 00:17:40,472 --> 00:17:43,907 Dilute one vial of anti-toxin in 100 cc's normal saline 350 00:17:44,082 --> 00:17:45,362 and infuse as a slow IV drip 351 00:17:45,447 --> 00:17:46,815 with close hemodynamic monitoring. 352 00:17:46,900 --> 00:17:48,533 - Copy that. - Technician to X-ray one. 353 00:17:48,618 --> 00:17:50,596 Lab technician to X-ray one. 354 00:17:50,681 --> 00:17:51,790 Forget the dilution. 355 00:17:51,875 --> 00:17:53,791 Push anti-toxin in a a single IV injection. 356 00:17:53,876 --> 00:17:55,097 I have to clear that with Dr. Bloom. 357 00:17:55,181 --> 00:17:56,455 No, there isn't enough time, okay? 358 00:17:56,539 --> 00:17:58,588 Patients could die unless you push the full dose 359 00:17:58,673 --> 00:18:01,103 of anti-toxin now. 360 00:18:01,187 --> 00:18:03,453 So you countermanded Dr. Bloom's order? 361 00:18:03,537 --> 00:18:05,412 Yes. 362 00:18:05,496 --> 00:18:07,153 Then she wasn't at fault for giving an order 363 00:18:07,237 --> 00:18:08,345 that was never carried out? 364 00:18:08,430 --> 00:18:10,001 I don't know if we should be assigning blame, I think... 365 00:18:10,085 --> 00:18:11,133 Did all eight patients 366 00:18:11,218 --> 00:18:12,738 respond to your treatment, Dr. Goodwin? 367 00:18:15,974 --> 00:18:17,196 All but one. 368 00:18:19,259 --> 00:18:21,210 Kay, I got it. It's weak, but it's there. 369 00:18:21,294 --> 00:18:23,038 - What do you got? - V-fib arrest. 370 00:18:23,122 --> 00:18:24,344 A tachy hypotensive. 371 00:18:24,428 --> 00:18:25,824 We're in the middle of an echo when he arrested. 372 00:18:25,908 --> 00:18:27,347 Global left ventricular hypokinesis. 373 00:18:27,431 --> 00:18:29,175 We gotta to get him to the O.R. now. 374 00:18:29,259 --> 00:18:30,741 Would you say the decision 375 00:18:30,825 --> 00:18:32,526 to treat with a full dose of anti-toxin was made in haste? 376 00:18:32,610 --> 00:18:34,920 During an emergency, 377 00:18:35,004 --> 00:18:37,748 doctors have to make a lot of decisions in haste. 378 00:18:37,832 --> 00:18:39,057 But you weren't there as a doctor. 379 00:18:39,141 --> 00:18:41,625 To your own admission, you were there as medical director. 380 00:18:41,901 --> 00:18:43,949 I have to wear multiple hats every day. 381 00:18:44,034 --> 00:18:45,169 Which hat were you wearing 382 00:18:45,254 --> 00:18:46,694 when you countermanded Dr. Bloom's order 383 00:18:46,778 --> 00:18:48,106 to follow the dilution protocol? 384 00:18:48,191 --> 00:18:49,522 My doctor hat. 385 00:18:49,607 --> 00:18:51,167 But obviously, Nurse Brunstetter saw you 386 00:18:51,324 --> 00:18:53,416 - as the medical director. - While that may be true, 387 00:18:53,500 --> 00:18:55,027 I don't know what affected their decision... 388 00:18:55,111 --> 00:18:56,419 Which may have meant Nurse Brunstetter 389 00:18:56,503 --> 00:18:58,036 may have felt unable to contradict your directive... 390 00:18:58,120 --> 00:18:59,075 I have no idea 391 00:18:59,161 --> 00:19:01,121 what Nurse Brunstetter may or may not have felt... 392 00:19:01,508 --> 00:19:02,948 A directive that may have led 393 00:19:03,032 --> 00:19:05,254 to George Whitney's cardiac arrest. 394 00:19:05,338 --> 00:19:06,952 From where I sit, 395 00:19:07,036 --> 00:19:09,258 because you wear multiple hats, 396 00:19:09,342 --> 00:19:10,983 one of your patients died. 397 00:19:16,076 --> 00:19:19,781 Okay, um, hi, everybody. My name is Dr. Iggy Frome. 398 00:19:19,866 --> 00:19:20,928 You can just call me Iggy. 399 00:19:21,013 --> 00:19:23,171 Um, first of all, I'd like to thank Principal Colvin 400 00:19:23,256 --> 00:19:25,296 for allowing me to speak to you all today. 401 00:19:25,381 --> 00:19:27,407 Bet you're all pretty pumped to be missing some class, huh? 402 00:19:27,491 --> 00:19:29,278 Yhoo! 403 00:19:29,362 --> 00:19:31,436 They're missing gym. 404 00:19:31,625 --> 00:19:33,761 Yikes. Uh, okay. 405 00:19:33,997 --> 00:19:37,765 So I promise you that I'm here for a good reason, guys. 406 00:19:38,192 --> 00:19:40,405 I'm here to talk to you about the shooting drill 407 00:19:40,490 --> 00:19:41,750 that happened a couple weeks ago. 408 00:19:41,834 --> 00:19:43,423 I want to talk to you about how that made you feel. 409 00:19:45,998 --> 00:19:47,850 Yeah, okay, all right. Yeah, fair enough. 410 00:19:47,935 --> 00:19:48,810 I hear you loud and clear. 411 00:19:48,895 --> 00:19:51,420 Talking about our feelings is not your favorite subject. 412 00:19:51,505 --> 00:19:52,562 I don't blame you. 413 00:19:52,646 --> 00:19:54,521 Why don't we try something a little different. 414 00:19:54,605 --> 00:19:56,523 Try something easier. You guys like easy? 415 00:19:56,607 --> 00:19:58,438 - Yeah. - Yeah, good, me too. 416 00:19:58,630 --> 00:20:00,389 Um, I'm gonna say something, 417 00:20:00,520 --> 00:20:02,662 and if you agree, clap your hands twice. 418 00:20:02,818 --> 00:20:04,313 That's it. Can you handle it? 419 00:20:04,536 --> 00:20:05,589 - Yes. - Of course you can. 420 00:20:05,673 --> 00:20:09,209 All right, this assembly seems crazy boring. 421 00:20:09,294 --> 00:20:12,782 Whoa. Wow, all of you. 422 00:20:12,867 --> 00:20:14,196 Okay, step two. 423 00:20:14,383 --> 00:20:16,798 I'm gonna say something, and again, if you agree, 424 00:20:16,883 --> 00:20:19,459 uh, this time just come walk down onto the court with me. 425 00:20:19,543 --> 00:20:21,064 Okay? Ready? 426 00:20:21,149 --> 00:20:23,539 I sometimes feel scared about guns. 427 00:20:31,743 --> 00:20:33,852 I do. I'm scared about guns. 428 00:20:35,852 --> 00:20:37,477 Really? I'm the only one? 429 00:20:38,484 --> 00:20:39,870 I find that a little hard to believe, but okay. 430 00:20:39,954 --> 00:20:42,031 I have had a dream 431 00:20:42,116 --> 00:20:44,162 about the shooting drill since it happened. 432 00:20:45,391 --> 00:20:47,356 It doesn't need to be a nightmare necessarily. 433 00:20:47,440 --> 00:20:50,032 Just a dream. Any kind of dream. 434 00:20:50,922 --> 00:20:52,422 Yeah. 435 00:20:54,143 --> 00:20:55,829 Good, thank you. Come on down here. 436 00:20:55,914 --> 00:20:57,500 Yeah, come on down. Take a spot. 437 00:20:57,727 --> 00:20:59,914 Anywhere on the floor with me, okay, guys? 438 00:21:00,070 --> 00:21:01,431 Thank you. Okay! 439 00:21:01,516 --> 00:21:02,907 Here's another. 440 00:21:02,993 --> 00:21:04,587 I avoid going to where I was 441 00:21:04,672 --> 00:21:06,158 where the shooting drill happened. 442 00:21:08,227 --> 00:21:09,766 Yeah, I would too. 443 00:21:13,180 --> 00:21:15,689 I sometimes have a hard time concentrating in class 444 00:21:15,774 --> 00:21:18,657 because I'm thinking about someone charging in with a gun. 445 00:21:24,171 --> 00:21:26,742 Yeah, that would make it hard to concentrate, wouldn't it? 446 00:21:26,827 --> 00:21:28,702 All right, one last one. 447 00:21:28,786 --> 00:21:31,815 When I have felt scared since the drill, 448 00:21:31,900 --> 00:21:33,704 I thought that I was the only one. 449 00:21:38,497 --> 00:21:41,189 Find somewhere around me. Make sure you can all hear me. 450 00:21:41,345 --> 00:21:43,330 Make room for everybody. Okay. 451 00:21:43,415 --> 00:21:45,719 We're all here. Take a look around. 452 00:21:45,803 --> 00:21:47,322 Look at your classmates. 453 00:21:48,980 --> 00:21:52,354 Your feelings are not weird or wrong 454 00:21:52,439 --> 00:21:55,642 because we've all got them. You've all got them, okay? 455 00:21:55,726 --> 00:21:57,027 But those feelings, they're not... 456 00:21:57,111 --> 00:21:57,970 They're not gonna just go away. 457 00:21:58,055 --> 00:21:59,800 They are going to find somewhere inside of you 458 00:21:59,884 --> 00:22:01,401 and make a home, all right? 459 00:22:01,486 --> 00:22:03,978 The only way to avoid that is by talking. 460 00:22:04,322 --> 00:22:05,391 We have to talk to each other. 461 00:22:05,475 --> 00:22:07,370 You have to talk to your parents. 462 00:22:07,455 --> 00:22:09,111 Talk to your counselors. 463 00:22:14,864 --> 00:22:16,910 So let's start talking. 464 00:22:22,540 --> 00:22:25,103 You look how I feel. 465 00:22:25,632 --> 00:22:27,677 You first. 466 00:22:31,022 --> 00:22:34,420 So, I'm gonna tell you something, 467 00:22:34,879 --> 00:22:39,082 and I need you to not react like "Max the Revolutionary." 468 00:22:39,215 --> 00:22:43,160 - Which Max do you need? - The sane medical director. 469 00:22:43,254 --> 00:22:45,090 Really want me to pick a lane today. 470 00:22:45,231 --> 00:22:47,668 Did something happen at deposition prep? 471 00:22:48,170 --> 00:22:49,777 I don't know. I... 472 00:22:51,564 --> 00:22:54,831 Starting to wonder if maybe I'm doing this wrong. 473 00:22:54,915 --> 00:22:56,616 Doing what wrong? 474 00:23:00,636 --> 00:23:05,015 I wear these scrubs so I can actually help 475 00:23:05,793 --> 00:23:08,015 people, but what if I'm not helping? 476 00:23:10,164 --> 00:23:12,383 What if I'm just making things... 477 00:23:13,816 --> 00:23:15,548 Worse. 478 00:23:15,925 --> 00:23:17,767 I mean, maybe I should just wear a suit. 479 00:23:18,197 --> 00:23:19,637 You know? 480 00:23:19,722 --> 00:23:23,246 And actually sit at my desk like a sane medical director. 481 00:23:26,738 --> 00:23:28,037 Maybe it's time 482 00:23:28,122 --> 00:23:30,222 I stopped trying to be all things to all people. 483 00:23:32,535 --> 00:23:36,221 The Max who is all things to all people 484 00:23:36,956 --> 00:23:39,121 is the Max that we all need. 485 00:23:41,048 --> 00:23:42,183 I need. 486 00:23:46,271 --> 00:23:48,012 How can I help? 487 00:23:51,152 --> 00:23:53,418 Actually, 488 00:23:53,582 --> 00:23:55,718 I don't need you to. 489 00:23:56,404 --> 00:23:58,450 I have to handle this one. 490 00:24:00,386 --> 00:24:02,880 Dr. Flores was able to remove the needle 491 00:24:02,965 --> 00:24:04,817 from Mr. Bagey's heart with no damage. 492 00:24:04,902 --> 00:24:06,864 - He should make a full recovery. - Good. 493 00:24:06,949 --> 00:24:08,949 Then I'm staying right here for the rest of the day 494 00:24:09,035 --> 00:24:10,690 to avoid doing more harm. 495 00:24:10,774 --> 00:24:12,855 Is there something going on with you today? 496 00:24:13,019 --> 00:24:15,651 There is nothing wrong with me. 497 00:24:15,735 --> 00:24:17,044 Good. 498 00:24:17,665 --> 00:24:20,003 The problem is the cat. 499 00:24:20,478 --> 00:24:22,702 Why do you keep bringing up this cat? 500 00:24:22,884 --> 00:24:24,573 Ella's cat. 501 00:24:24,806 --> 00:24:26,306 The harbinger of bad luck. 502 00:24:26,587 --> 00:24:28,127 From the time it has showed up, 503 00:24:28,212 --> 00:24:30,275 my entire day has been disastrous. 504 00:24:30,758 --> 00:24:32,841 And now it's going to live with me 505 00:24:33,267 --> 00:24:36,977 to destroy my life. No, no, no, no, no. 506 00:24:37,447 --> 00:24:39,066 I have to get rid of this cat. 507 00:24:46,267 --> 00:24:47,813 Hey, did you reorder any of those... 508 00:24:47,898 --> 00:24:49,729 Kapoor says it's probably true. 509 00:24:49,813 --> 00:24:51,830 Did I miss part of this conversation? 510 00:24:51,915 --> 00:24:54,818 He said those 15 years are probably gone. 511 00:24:56,267 --> 00:24:57,830 From my mom. 512 00:24:58,533 --> 00:25:00,566 - Completely? - Could be. 513 00:25:02,790 --> 00:25:04,650 It just pisses me off, you know? 514 00:25:04,735 --> 00:25:05,961 I mean, if I have to remember 515 00:25:06,046 --> 00:25:08,095 every brutal detail about my childhood 516 00:25:08,179 --> 00:25:10,315 then she should have to remember it too. 517 00:25:10,830 --> 00:25:12,439 Look. 518 00:25:13,829 --> 00:25:15,330 I know you're hurt, 519 00:25:15,485 --> 00:25:17,635 I know you've been carrying around these feelings 520 00:25:17,720 --> 00:25:18,611 for a lot of years, 521 00:25:18,696 --> 00:25:22,761 but maybe it's time to stop looking backward. 522 00:25:23,283 --> 00:25:26,572 You know, start looking forward. 523 00:25:42,267 --> 00:25:44,751 - I don't see Max with you. - You were right. 524 00:25:45,016 --> 00:25:46,916 - I do need Max. - Hmm. 525 00:25:47,000 --> 00:25:50,180 This entire hospital needs Max. 526 00:25:50,548 --> 00:25:54,704 And six months ago he was dying, and I couldn't save him. 527 00:25:56,806 --> 00:25:58,242 But you did. 528 00:26:00,405 --> 00:26:02,323 You knew precision oncology was the future 529 00:26:02,407 --> 00:26:04,804 long before anyone else. 530 00:26:05,194 --> 00:26:08,677 But if I could figure out that you falsified your data, 531 00:26:09,093 --> 00:26:11,781 then NIH will too, and that kind of scandal... 532 00:26:11,866 --> 00:26:14,161 You expect me to believe you're worried about me? 533 00:26:14,522 --> 00:26:15,815 Not you. 534 00:26:15,899 --> 00:26:17,947 Your work. 535 00:26:18,374 --> 00:26:20,382 It's the only reason that Max is alive. 536 00:26:22,655 --> 00:26:25,897 Then, what are you gonna do? 537 00:26:30,358 --> 00:26:32,745 I'm gonna help you get away with it. 538 00:26:51,227 --> 00:26:52,860 Dr. Floyd Reynolds, 539 00:26:52,945 --> 00:26:55,181 can you describe for me in detail 540 00:26:55,328 --> 00:26:56,782 what happened in your O.R. 541 00:26:56,867 --> 00:26:59,078 during George Whitney's LVAD operation? 542 00:27:13,913 --> 00:27:16,628 - Bypass is ready when you are. - Ah, rib spreader. 543 00:27:16,713 --> 00:27:19,182 Why were you placing the left ventricular assist device? 544 00:27:19,266 --> 00:27:21,228 Mr. Whitney suffered from Acute Coronary Syndrome 545 00:27:21,312 --> 00:27:24,100 from a blockage in his left main coronary artery. 546 00:27:24,184 --> 00:27:25,198 Did this have anything to do 547 00:27:25,282 --> 00:27:28,439 with Dr. Goodwin's administration of anti-toxin? 548 00:27:28,627 --> 00:27:30,542 No, no. Max had nothing to do with it. 549 00:27:30,627 --> 00:27:31,964 It was a pre-existing condition, 550 00:27:32,049 --> 00:27:34,720 most likely exacerbated by the events of the day. 551 00:27:34,804 --> 00:27:36,722 Once you decided an LVAD was necessary, 552 00:27:36,806 --> 00:27:38,603 you made a second choice. 553 00:27:39,525 --> 00:27:42,074 To install it via a full median sternotomy 554 00:27:42,159 --> 00:27:45,252 rather than the less invasive catheter introduced LVAD. 555 00:27:45,336 --> 00:27:47,297 Why? 556 00:27:47,381 --> 00:27:49,568 Well, he was unstable 557 00:27:49,653 --> 00:27:52,224 and needed immediate help stabilizing his blood pressure. 558 00:27:52,309 --> 00:27:54,247 And a sternotomy was the fastest way. 559 00:27:54,332 --> 00:27:57,489 So why weren't you able to stabilize Mr. Whitney? 560 00:27:58,349 --> 00:28:00,876 - TF on one. - He's stoking out. 561 00:28:00,960 --> 00:28:03,490 The embolism in the MCA is not responding to TPA. 562 00:28:03,575 --> 00:28:05,568 Then we need to go with plan B: embolectomy. 563 00:28:05,653 --> 00:28:07,271 We need to go in there and suck it out. 564 00:28:07,356 --> 00:28:08,971 Advancing through the internal carotid 565 00:28:09,055 --> 00:28:11,887 and through and into the middle cerebral artery. 566 00:28:11,971 --> 00:28:13,498 You're right there. 567 00:28:13,582 --> 00:28:16,849 Performing embolectomy. 568 00:28:16,933 --> 00:28:20,156 The brain should be re-perfusing now. 569 00:28:20,240 --> 00:28:22,569 D-fib arrest! 570 00:28:22,654 --> 00:28:24,422 Intrathorvacic paddles. 571 00:28:24,506 --> 00:28:26,119 Clear. 572 00:28:26,450 --> 00:28:29,427 He died on the table. 573 00:28:29,511 --> 00:28:31,907 What was the cause of death? 574 00:28:32,396 --> 00:28:33,822 Embolic stroke. 575 00:28:34,036 --> 00:28:36,427 And what caused the embolism to his brain? 576 00:28:36,888 --> 00:28:39,599 Sometimes they just happen. 577 00:28:46,232 --> 00:28:48,054 You don't think it was because you just performed 578 00:28:48,138 --> 00:28:51,013 an incredibly invasive procedure on Mr. Whitney? 579 00:28:51,097 --> 00:28:52,101 No. 580 00:28:52,186 --> 00:28:54,631 Uh, sometimes embolisms just happen. 581 00:28:54,716 --> 00:28:57,411 You know, they're a risk for any surgery. 582 00:29:03,708 --> 00:29:06,333 Did you make the decision to go more invasive, 583 00:29:06,418 --> 00:29:07,723 before or after 584 00:29:07,841 --> 00:29:10,511 you learned George Whitney was a white nationalist. 585 00:29:12,597 --> 00:29:14,787 Did you make the decision to go more invasive 586 00:29:14,872 --> 00:29:17,013 before or after you learned George Whitney was the one 587 00:29:17,099 --> 00:29:18,345 who released the botulism toxin 588 00:29:18,429 --> 00:29:20,956 at the Middle Eastern Street Fair? 589 00:29:35,629 --> 00:29:38,197 Next question. 590 00:29:46,050 --> 00:29:48,278 Dr. Nottingham, thanks for coming in. 591 00:29:48,363 --> 00:29:50,184 Please take a seat. 592 00:29:57,136 --> 00:29:58,907 I'm not recording this. 593 00:29:59,800 --> 00:30:01,036 No one's gonna get in trouble, 594 00:30:01,121 --> 00:30:02,707 I just need you to tell me the truth. 595 00:30:03,597 --> 00:30:05,036 The truth? 596 00:30:05,121 --> 00:30:07,606 I need you to tell me exactly what happened in the O.R. 597 00:30:07,691 --> 00:30:09,551 during George Whitney's LVAD surgery. 598 00:30:15,399 --> 00:30:17,298 Chest is open. 599 00:30:17,383 --> 00:30:19,157 - Lab results are back. - And? 600 00:30:19,242 --> 00:30:21,806 White count 5.2. Hematocrit 39. 601 00:30:21,891 --> 00:30:23,978 Botulism anti-toxin 276 micrograms... 602 00:30:24,063 --> 00:30:25,884 Wait. Whoa, whoa, whoa. 603 00:30:25,969 --> 00:30:26,939 - 276? - Correct. 604 00:30:27,024 --> 00:30:28,015 That's twice the expected level. 605 00:30:28,100 --> 00:30:29,414 Did he get a double dose? 606 00:30:29,499 --> 00:30:31,789 Maybe he predosed himself assuming he'd be exposed. 607 00:30:31,874 --> 00:30:33,000 Why would he do that? 608 00:30:33,085 --> 00:30:35,141 Maintain paralysis through a sternotomy. 609 00:30:35,226 --> 00:30:36,719 Because he's a white supremacist. 610 00:30:36,804 --> 00:30:38,437 This racist son of a... 611 00:30:38,522 --> 00:30:39,930 He almost killed seven people 612 00:30:40,015 --> 00:30:41,274 and now we have to save his life. 613 00:30:41,358 --> 00:30:44,476 Dr. Nottingham, we do not judge the people on this table, 614 00:30:44,561 --> 00:30:45,737 we just treat them. 615 00:30:46,365 --> 00:30:47,651 So you realized George Whitney 616 00:30:47,736 --> 00:30:49,992 was the perpetrator after you made the decision 617 00:30:50,077 --> 00:30:52,874 to perform the more invasive LVAD procedure? 618 00:30:53,522 --> 00:30:54,659 Yes. 619 00:30:55,421 --> 00:30:57,202 Dr. Reynolds had already cracked the chest 620 00:30:57,311 --> 00:30:59,944 when I saw the tattoo. 621 00:31:01,521 --> 00:31:03,265 Thank you, Dr. Nottingham. 622 00:31:03,374 --> 00:31:05,397 Uh, you can go. 623 00:31:10,933 --> 00:31:12,561 Evie, I'm impressed. 624 00:31:12,646 --> 00:31:15,303 You're even interviewing the residents. 625 00:31:15,388 --> 00:31:18,348 So, what's the hospital's liability? 626 00:31:20,015 --> 00:31:23,422 Dr. Goodwin, Dr. Bloom, and Dr. Reynolds... 627 00:31:23,507 --> 00:31:25,710 None of them caused George Whitney's death. 628 00:31:25,874 --> 00:31:27,546 That's good to hear. 629 00:31:27,655 --> 00:31:28,954 But if I put any of them on the stand, 630 00:31:29,038 --> 00:31:31,932 the plaintiff's attorney will rip them to shreds. 631 00:31:32,017 --> 00:31:33,736 Why? 632 00:31:33,821 --> 00:31:36,744 They all made choices that would appear suspect to a jury. 633 00:31:36,829 --> 00:31:38,703 I know this will be a big pay out, 634 00:31:38,787 --> 00:31:42,017 but to avoid a bigger one, we need to settle. 635 00:31:50,470 --> 00:31:52,412 Oh, he's coming in hot. 636 00:31:52,821 --> 00:31:54,462 Forgive me, Ella, 637 00:31:54,579 --> 00:31:56,846 but your cat cannot enter our home. 638 00:31:56,931 --> 00:31:58,636 - Why? - You know me. 639 00:31:58,720 --> 00:32:01,361 I'm... I'm educated, and reasonable, 640 00:32:01,462 --> 00:32:02,901 and modern, but to a point. 641 00:32:02,986 --> 00:32:07,260 But black cats... wherever they go, bad luck follows. 642 00:32:07,345 --> 00:32:08,830 So you're superstitious. 643 00:32:08,915 --> 00:32:11,932 Yes, and I'm ashamed to admit it. 644 00:32:12,017 --> 00:32:13,808 Because for you it may be a silly superstition, 645 00:32:13,892 --> 00:32:15,315 but for me it's real. 646 00:32:15,400 --> 00:32:17,940 The stress this cat has caused me is unbearable. 647 00:32:18,025 --> 00:32:20,005 I understand completely. 648 00:32:20,923 --> 00:32:22,166 You do? 649 00:32:22,251 --> 00:32:24,837 Unbearable stress over irrational fears? 650 00:32:25,150 --> 00:32:27,565 That's pretty much how my OCD makes me feel every single day. 651 00:32:27,650 --> 00:32:28,909 Like, sometimes I think I'm losing it, 652 00:32:28,993 --> 00:32:31,277 and I would never want you to feel that way too. 653 00:32:32,071 --> 00:32:35,890 Does this cat really help your OCD? 654 00:32:36,353 --> 00:32:39,517 Yeah, uh, so, um. 655 00:32:40,103 --> 00:32:41,901 Like, if I'm obsessing over something, 656 00:32:41,986 --> 00:32:43,010 and I can't stop. 657 00:32:43,095 --> 00:32:45,276 Like my pregnancy or what kind of mom I'm gonna be. 658 00:32:45,361 --> 00:32:47,705 Callie does this little thing where she flips belly up 659 00:32:47,790 --> 00:32:50,111 and then she tucks her head under my hand. 660 00:32:50,244 --> 00:32:52,424 It just gives me something else to focus on. 661 00:32:52,508 --> 00:32:54,426 It... she brings me back to Earth. 662 00:32:56,512 --> 00:32:58,343 Then you must keep this cat. 663 00:33:00,298 --> 00:33:01,563 Really? Are you sure? 664 00:33:01,647 --> 00:33:03,565 Yes. That's my final decision. 665 00:33:03,649 --> 00:33:06,264 But there's one thing you must do. 666 00:33:06,348 --> 00:33:08,309 Change its name. 667 00:33:08,393 --> 00:33:09,924 What's wrong with Callie? 668 00:33:10,009 --> 00:33:12,226 Kali is a sacred Hindu goddess. 669 00:33:12,310 --> 00:33:15,098 Often associated with the bloody death of demons. 670 00:33:20,501 --> 00:33:23,585 - I didn't help Megan. - I didn't help Megan. 671 00:33:23,814 --> 00:33:28,370 - I was scared like a baby. - I was scared like a baby. 672 00:33:30,140 --> 00:33:32,838 Got it? Okay, now you mirror me. 673 00:33:34,079 --> 00:33:35,866 I wanted to run to Megan. 674 00:33:35,966 --> 00:33:38,102 I wanted to run to Megan. 675 00:33:38,249 --> 00:33:40,736 But I was doing what the teacher said. 676 00:33:41,165 --> 00:33:43,562 But I was doing what the teacher said. 677 00:33:43,821 --> 00:33:45,954 I did the best that I could. 678 00:33:50,304 --> 00:33:52,212 It's okay. You can say it. 679 00:33:53,321 --> 00:33:55,135 I did the best I could. 680 00:33:56,220 --> 00:33:57,704 Yeah, you did. 681 00:33:58,441 --> 00:33:59,706 You see? 682 00:33:59,791 --> 00:34:01,282 The story itself is less powerful 683 00:34:01,396 --> 00:34:03,357 than the way we tell it, isn't it? 684 00:34:07,548 --> 00:34:08,740 I'm just... 685 00:34:11,021 --> 00:34:12,591 I'm really sorry. 686 00:34:13,446 --> 00:34:15,028 For what? 687 00:34:15,112 --> 00:34:18,205 For all us adults making you kids deal with this problem 688 00:34:18,289 --> 00:34:20,021 rather than fixing it ourselves. 689 00:34:20,106 --> 00:34:21,729 - That's not fair. - Yeah. 690 00:34:21,829 --> 00:34:25,137 We've received your thoughts and prayers, thanks. 691 00:34:26,340 --> 00:34:27,915 But you know what gives me hope? 692 00:34:28,517 --> 00:34:30,259 - What? - You. 693 00:34:30,900 --> 00:34:33,002 You and your whole generation. You've blown me away. 694 00:34:33,086 --> 00:34:36,136 You're already taking on the big issues way better than us. 695 00:34:36,220 --> 00:34:37,751 No pressure. 696 00:34:38,091 --> 00:34:40,488 Yeah, no pressure. 697 00:34:40,669 --> 00:34:43,622 So for now, your only job is to do the exercises, 698 00:34:43,706 --> 00:34:46,802 and I promise you, the fear will subside. 699 00:34:47,802 --> 00:34:49,513 You will feel safe again. 700 00:34:50,262 --> 00:34:51,927 We all will. 701 00:35:09,698 --> 00:35:12,075 I didn't think I'd ever hear from you again. 702 00:35:13,562 --> 00:35:15,575 I didn't think you would either. 703 00:35:17,083 --> 00:35:19,130 So why did you wanna meet here? 704 00:35:22,708 --> 00:35:26,229 I thought maybe we could try and make some new memories. 705 00:35:39,961 --> 00:35:43,007 I'm here to tender my resignation. 706 00:35:44,375 --> 00:35:46,685 Why... why would you resign? 707 00:35:47,169 --> 00:35:49,200 My study's been compromised. 708 00:35:49,732 --> 00:35:51,256 How? 709 00:35:54,302 --> 00:35:56,005 It's entirely my fault, 710 00:35:56,090 --> 00:35:59,096 but my duties as chair compromised my focus. 711 00:35:59,181 --> 00:36:01,559 Things fell through the cracks. 712 00:36:02,101 --> 00:36:03,584 What? No. 713 00:36:03,669 --> 00:36:05,702 Listen, we can work something out, okay? 714 00:36:05,787 --> 00:36:08,053 You can start your trial over. Here. 715 00:36:10,488 --> 00:36:13,059 No. Thank you. 716 00:36:13,143 --> 00:36:15,235 I need to be centered on my research right now, 717 00:36:15,319 --> 00:36:17,498 and I cannot do that here. 718 00:36:17,582 --> 00:36:19,152 Castro needs to go somewhere 719 00:36:19,236 --> 00:36:21,284 where she can be more vigilant about her process. 720 00:36:21,368 --> 00:36:24,549 It's an important trial. People will be watching. 721 00:36:24,633 --> 00:36:27,247 With more scrutiny than ever. 722 00:36:30,578 --> 00:36:31,753 She's right. 723 00:36:33,772 --> 00:36:35,927 Okay. Then, um, 724 00:36:36,079 --> 00:36:39,161 I guess I accept your resignation, 725 00:36:39,256 --> 00:36:41,214 - effective... - Immediately. 726 00:36:42,783 --> 00:36:45,003 I'll help her get her things. 727 00:36:49,037 --> 00:36:50,723 After you. 728 00:36:51,442 --> 00:36:53,014 Be well, Max. 729 00:37:04,910 --> 00:37:07,591 Why didn't you just tell me the truth about George Whitney? 730 00:37:12,543 --> 00:37:13,808 Well, I thought... 731 00:37:13,893 --> 00:37:17,596 You thought you could just step out the truth? 732 00:37:17,773 --> 00:37:19,786 Didn't you? 733 00:37:22,052 --> 00:37:25,294 Whatever you think you know, you don't. 734 00:37:39,708 --> 00:37:41,286 TF on one. 735 00:37:41,666 --> 00:37:43,366 He's the terrorist? 736 00:37:43,450 --> 00:37:44,967 You're just now figuring that out? 737 00:37:45,052 --> 00:37:46,701 Pre-dosed himself with the anti-toxin, 738 00:37:46,786 --> 00:37:48,411 in the event that he'd be exposed. 739 00:37:48,496 --> 00:37:49,721 It doesn't look like it worked too well. 740 00:37:49,805 --> 00:37:51,850 Nope. Racist son of a... 741 00:37:52,935 --> 00:37:56,249 Tried to kill seven people, now we have to save his life. 742 00:38:03,732 --> 00:38:05,528 Sorry, I... 743 00:38:05,661 --> 00:38:08,275 I don't know why, uh... 744 00:38:08,460 --> 00:38:11,888 Just do what we do, and do it well. 745 00:38:13,743 --> 00:38:15,489 Why didn't you just tell me that? 746 00:38:15,657 --> 00:38:17,746 You didn't do anything wrong. 747 00:38:18,475 --> 00:38:20,020 But I did. 748 00:38:20,705 --> 00:38:23,911 As a role model, as a leader, 749 00:38:24,361 --> 00:38:27,185 I never should have said those words. 750 00:38:28,200 --> 00:38:29,841 Not in my O.R. 751 00:38:32,966 --> 00:38:35,177 You know, I remember the first time knowing 752 00:38:35,318 --> 00:38:37,236 I wanted to be a doctor. 753 00:38:37,390 --> 00:38:39,613 I was learning about Bessie Smith. 754 00:38:39,888 --> 00:38:41,773 - Empress of Blues. - Yep. 755 00:38:42,028 --> 00:38:43,688 Died after being refused service 756 00:38:43,772 --> 00:38:45,544 in an all-white hospital. 757 00:38:46,942 --> 00:38:48,802 Buried in an unmarked grave. 758 00:38:52,606 --> 00:38:55,083 I knew right then that I wanted to become a doctor, 759 00:38:55,168 --> 00:38:56,705 without prejudice. 760 00:38:57,873 --> 00:39:02,576 And I hate that you or anyone 761 00:39:02,731 --> 00:39:05,318 had to see that I couldn't do that. 762 00:39:05,669 --> 00:39:07,712 But you are that. 763 00:39:08,028 --> 00:39:09,841 You live that every day. 764 00:39:10,407 --> 00:39:13,021 That's one of the many reasons why I'm marrying you. 765 00:39:16,065 --> 00:39:19,802 But let me tell you one thing, Dr. Reynolds. 766 00:39:22,375 --> 00:39:26,005 If you ever step out the truth with me... 767 00:39:30,364 --> 00:39:33,343 I will seriously mess you up. 768 00:39:45,094 --> 00:39:47,055 Okay, what was that? 769 00:39:47,139 --> 00:39:48,450 Exactly what you saw. 770 00:39:48,535 --> 00:39:51,062 What I saw was pure theatrics. 771 00:39:51,236 --> 00:39:52,849 Max, I handled the situation. 772 00:39:53,058 --> 00:39:56,282 I can see that, but what exactly is the situation? 773 00:39:56,366 --> 00:39:57,979 Well, let's just say that 774 00:39:58,138 --> 00:40:01,374 Castro hasn't changed since I fired her the last time. 775 00:40:01,458 --> 00:40:03,028 She is a very talented doctor, 776 00:40:03,153 --> 00:40:05,224 but she's always gonna let ambition get in her way. 777 00:40:05,411 --> 00:40:08,014 Then why did you bring her back? 778 00:40:08,099 --> 00:40:10,692 Why did you give her half your department? 779 00:40:17,208 --> 00:40:19,200 You have a good night, Max. 780 00:40:19,456 --> 00:40:22,070 - I wanna know. - I think you already do. 781 00:40:26,743 --> 00:40:28,333 Then just tell me. 782 00:40:29,192 --> 00:40:31,380 For God's sake, Max. 783 00:40:31,618 --> 00:40:36,005 - ♪ Can I forget you? ♪ - I did it for you. 784 00:40:37,015 --> 00:40:42,755 Everything I have done, I have done for you. 785 00:40:43,153 --> 00:40:47,028 ♪ I never used to ♪ 786 00:40:47,112 --> 00:40:50,510 ♪ How did I get to ♪ 787 00:40:50,594 --> 00:40:53,339 ♪ Ever get used to ♪ 788 00:40:53,423 --> 00:40:57,952 ♪ Sleeping alone ♪ 789 00:40:58,036 --> 00:41:01,695 ♪ Tomorrow is a long time ♪ 790 00:41:01,872 --> 00:41:05,138 ♪ Forgetting so long ♪ 791 00:41:05,417 --> 00:41:07,830 ♪ I loved you a lifetime ♪ 792 00:41:07,989 --> 00:41:11,958 ♪ I loved you long ♪ 793 00:41:12,208 --> 00:41:14,664 ♪ Someday, somehow ♪ 794 00:41:16,750 --> 00:41:18,973 ♪ Somewhere down the line ♪ 795 00:41:19,057 --> 00:41:23,848 ♪ If you save your heart for mine ♪ 796 00:41:23,932 --> 00:41:27,677 ♪ We'll meet again ♪ 797 00:41:27,761 --> 00:41:30,855 ♪ We'll meet again ♪ 798 00:41:30,939 --> 00:41:32,813 ♪ Someday, somehow ♪ 799 00:41:32,897 --> 00:41:34,815 You okay? 800 00:41:34,899 --> 00:41:37,600 ♪ Somewhere down the line 801 00:41:37,684 --> 00:41:39,646 I don't know. 802 00:41:39,730 --> 00:41:41,192 You? 803 00:41:42,615 --> 00:41:46,382 - ♪ We'll meet again ♪ - One... 804 00:41:47,164 --> 00:41:49,561 I don't know. 805 00:41:49,902 --> 00:41:52,951 ♪ Some love wait till its time ♪ 806 00:41:53,091 --> 00:41:54,959 Well, at least we're both messed up. 807 00:41:55,044 --> 00:41:56,750 Hmm. 808 00:41:56,834 --> 00:42:00,841 ♪ Ah, we'll meet again ♪ 809 00:42:01,456 --> 00:42:04,462 ♪ We'll meet again ♪ 810 00:42:04,638 --> 00:42:08,372 ♪ We'll meet again ♪ 811 00:42:08,864 --> 00:42:13,763 ♪ We'll meet again ♪ Synchronized by srjanapala